Friday, September 19, 2008
im listen to my soul
I don’t know how to spread out what I’m feel just right now.
I’m just already listen for more than 64 songs, watched 3 movie straight away and depleted damn game at my computer, but my heart and my mind still concentrated and thinking for one thing that are made by God . Love.
Everybody need someone who’s gonna be there for them, no matter what happen. Someone who they can trust truly deeply without uncertainty. And most importanly, someone who truly.. Love them.
Since today, I’ve only truly been in love once. With “she”, most amazing woman in the world. But I was young, stupid, and maybe so fucking shit, and I messed it up. But in my great list of mistake, that was the greatest. When I finally found out how stupid I was and I decided to fight for it, but I was too late. She wouldn’t take me back. She was right. And then it really was too late. And I don’t expect “she” to forgive me, and even to love me again. But I love "she" so much. Surely.